Truth Moment
Haven't written on here in a while & it's overdue....but I've been feeling some kinda way when it comes to my acting pursuits. As of late (and after a lot of prayer) my spirits have lifted but I've been having a lot of thoughts and I've been observing things & I just wanna release it. Maybe this helps me. Maybe this helps someone.
Ok. So. I'm in NYC. & I'm submitting submitting submitting & I feel like I'm not getting any bites! I'm not getting auditions like I would like to & it can be pretty discouraging! Forget NOT getting the job, how about not getting the opportunity to even TRY for the job? That has to be worse for me. In this business, auditioning is the job. So in the acting world, I'm unemployed.
I'm a strong believer that rejection, even in this form, is God's protection. I believe that what God has for me is for me. & I celebrate my peer's success. I just don't want to get comfortable in this "not auditioning for much of anything" lifestyle. I love acting so much and it's easy to say that if it's truly my passion, I won't become complacent in doing something that's not acting. But easier said than done. It's a fight.
So I try to read as much as I can. I'm currently looking for a new monologue. I'm planning on taking acting classes in January.
But what I really need is for more people to see me. To see my talent. As stated before, I've been praying a lot, sowing seed, being obedient to God and serving Him & seeking His face and I've received some auditions, for which I'm eternally grateful for! I just need more, Jesus! lol
ok that's all I got.
II.
Candyce
Ok. So. I'm in NYC. & I'm submitting submitting submitting & I feel like I'm not getting any bites! I'm not getting auditions like I would like to & it can be pretty discouraging! Forget NOT getting the job, how about not getting the opportunity to even TRY for the job? That has to be worse for me. In this business, auditioning is the job. So in the acting world, I'm unemployed.
I'm a strong believer that rejection, even in this form, is God's protection. I believe that what God has for me is for me. & I celebrate my peer's success. I just don't want to get comfortable in this "not auditioning for much of anything" lifestyle. I love acting so much and it's easy to say that if it's truly my passion, I won't become complacent in doing something that's not acting. But easier said than done. It's a fight.
So I try to read as much as I can. I'm currently looking for a new monologue. I'm planning on taking acting classes in January.
But what I really need is for more people to see me. To see my talent. As stated before, I've been praying a lot, sowing seed, being obedient to God and serving Him & seeking His face and I've received some auditions, for which I'm eternally grateful for! I just need more, Jesus! lol
ok that's all I got.
II.
Candyce
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